COMMENTS ON BEING MODERATED

As many of you do not know . I have been on moderation for many years . For no reason except that I have had confrontations with some of Icon's buddies here in the Forums .
  On many occasions they have completely destroyed me . In these one sided battles . I can only try to maturely defend myself . With out resorting and lowering myself to their levels . Of berating , insulting , falsely accusing fabricated lies .
  I don't think any of you doubt me . Most have been witness to many of it .
  For quite a few months now I have had an on going discussion with Member Services . Trying to work with them to find a solution to lift my moderation .
  Normally one would be dealing with Icon . The head of the moderation department .  Icon refuses to talk with me . And has deferred me to member Services .
  Member Services will not undermine Icon . Unfortunately . So that isn't any help at all .
  But I'll tell you . It gets old . Every time I click send . I get this .

  Everyday all day for weeks , months , years .
  Because Icon and his buddies don't like me .
  I am no threat . I never have been . I have a lot of IMSO's ( in my strong opinions ) . I don't break forum protocol . I mind my T's and C's . I only use 1 suspect term . " KICK ASS " . Used in the most endearing way .
  I have been trying to help and suggest and assist and learn the entire time I have been here .
  Myself and a lot of others do not understand my moderation at all .
   There are sometimes 4 , 5 , days , a week in between when they release my posts . Makes me think I have finally been banned . Then when they do post them . They don't post all of them . Of course nothing is wrong with them . It's just that I may have spent an hour researching and writing the post .
  They do not have to notify me . I do not get to appeal those posts they arbitrarily do not post .
  How would you feel about any of that ? It would hard to take . Living in America .
  I promise you there is no content in any of my posts to warrant this . If there was . I would admit it . And I wouldn't have a reason to complain .
  I am using this thread . As it is luckily the only unmoderated to me thread in the Forums .
  Because I have been waiting on a bunch of posts . That don't appear to be coming .
  It again feels like I have been banned . As I may have written an unhappy letter to Member Services yesterday . Not threatening . But not happy .
  Either way . If I end up banned . So be it . If I don't and remain moderated . It might finally be enough for me to move on .
  I will of course finish the " ANDYSON MEMORIAL TOURNAMENT 2020 " . Tomorrow I have my match play round with The Goosebag . Mark set up . And whatever else in the tourney after he rips me a new one .
  I am in the middle of a couple projects . That I am thinking I will stop caring about . This moderation is really a burden . I can't know what to post next if I haven't seen my last response . Because my next reply might not make any sense . Or I have to rewrite some of it . If a thank you to some one was in it .I especially am fond of the " TRAILBLAZERS " project . I am just having fun with it . I would like to get to 500 .
  BTW I have a storage that I try to copy my posts to before I send them . So when they aren't posted I can refer back to see what was missed . That's for my sake . They could care less what they don't post .
  I really tried to not let it get to me . Even though the rats continue .These are recent . But non stop .

Most people in here aren't conducive to stalking.
One persons compilations, are another's means of stalking, with impunity.

  Impunity is their area of expertise . It is what they do best .
  Those are nothing . Except lies . And mild compared to what they did to get me moderated .
  I wish I could call them out . And discuss it like men . But they won't . They won't respond . CT has me banned because of his guilt . Lol . What a punk .
  I know you have heard me say I was leaving before . And I did . For almost all of 2019 . And I came back .
  There is a short synopsis about that on this page .
  But I can already see some big problems coming up . Many members are already gone . With many more members to follow .
  Either way my our days in this platform are likely going to change soon .
  Maybe sooner for me . But still a while yet .
  I think everyone knows how much I enjoy interacting with everyone of you .
  But years of moderation are getting old . They leave me hanging all too often . I am sure they get a big kick out of it . Lol . No doubt .
  Like I said . I have a tournament to finish . And I gotta find 163 more " TRAILBLAZERS " .
  Take care .

  Paul